Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Monday, 12 June 2017

Maui ♡ | prettylittlewriter |


I never thought I'd be writing this blog post, never mind having to feel the way I feel right now, but here I am. 

My beloved little boy Maui, who I'd only had for around 3 months, was sadly hit by a car last week and killed. I live in a fairly rural area, so to have him pass so easily, and quickly, was a shock, and very difficult. The only consolation is that he didn't feel anything, it was quick and painless.

I am absolutely devastated, I loved this boy with all my heart. It still doesn't really make sense to me. And I still cannot quite believe it has happened. It just doesn't feel real.
Every time I get home from work, I expect to see him pawing at the front door, begging for a cuddle and a kiss. He was such a lovey dovey boy, so incredibly sweet and playful. He always loved to play with you and bite your fingers, he never purposely tried to hurt you, as he would always keep his claws in and bite you gently. 

He had so many little unique traits, including only drinking from my bathroom tap, making this adorable little noise every time he jumped up on the bed/sofa to see you, how he'd place his paw on your hand when sleeping. 

I must admit, I am struggling a bit. 
I am throwing myself into my work, trying to focus on anything and everything else but losing him. 
When you've created such a strong bond with a pet, even in such a short time, and you have them ripped away from you in an instant, it is truly heartbreaking. It feels like my heart was literally ripped from my chest and shoved back in. 
Sometimes I can feel numb, like my body just can't cope with feeling anything, and then other times, I feel like I am completely broken, and I can't stop crying. 

He was my absolute everything, my angel. I am going to miss him so so much. 
I just hope wherever he is, whatever he is doing, he is happy. That he knows how much I loved him, and how much his daddy loved him. 

RIP Maui 




Saturday, 7 January 2017

Why I fell out of love with reading...| prettylittlewriter

I have always been in love with reading, ever since I was a little girl. My Dad used to read me stories about Monsters that lived in bogs called 'stinky poo', and my Mum introduced me to the wonderful world of Harry Potter when I was only 6 years old. She used to read it to me each night, doing the voices of each character in such a unique way; it is a memory I cherish very much. 

I remember being in year 3 at Primary School, bringing the Goblet of Fire (which was a bloomin' HUGE book!) with me and being one of the most advanced readers in class for what I was able to read.

Reading is what inspired me to start writing, and in turn, is probably the reason I enjoy writing a blog. There is something about putting words to paper, or in this case, on screen, for others to see and enjoy with me.

So why then, haven't I touched a book in almost two years?

It all began when I started my first year at University. I didn't get to take the course I originally wanted because I didn't get the grades to make it into the University I had planned on going to. I originally wanted to study creative writing, to expand my knowledge and increase my skills to eventually become an author. 
But since this was no longer possible with the grades I got, I decided to go to a much smaller university and study English Literature. 
I didn't see this as a big deal at the time, I mean, I loved books, so why wouldn't I love working on them every day?

Alas, I was incredibly wrong. 

Within the first term, we were asked to read things such as Homer's Iliad. How many of you reading this now have experienced this book yourselves? 
If you have, you know just how difficult that is. 
If you have no idea what I'm talking about, let's just say its this Ancient Greek 'Epic Poem'. And what they mean by Epic is that it's 50 million pages long!! 

Not only was the poem ridiculously long, it was also in a very old language that was very, VERY difficult to read. If you weren't concentrating on it, you wouldn't understand it. Period.

Having to focus so hard on a story I wasn't invested in, and I didn't really enjoy, was the beginning of my loss of passion for books. 
Don't get me wrong, University also introduced me to some amazing books that I am so thankful for, such as The Great Gatsby & The Secret Garden. 
But reading around 2/3's of books I really disliked, EVERY SINGLE DAY, and having to analyse them in such depth, for 3 years, just killed my passion.

I cannot say I haven't read ANY books since I finished University, because I have. One book I really enjoyed reading is We Were Liars by E. Lockhart. 
But within this one and half years period since graduating, this is just one out of TWO books I have read. 

I used to be able to read books with hundreds of pages within days, all consecutively. I remember going on holiday to visit my Grandparents in Ireland, and on the drive to Wales for the ferry I read almost 3 books in the car, within hours. Each book had about 300 pages each!

To think about how little reading I have done in the past year or so, upsets me immensely. And although I do have spare time in which I could potentially be reading something, I'll binge-watch Netflix or find something else to do. 
I no longer sit and think, 'I've got some free time, I should read this!'

Which is why I have decided that I am going to change that. 
Starting from tonight, I am going to start reading a book I have had for a while, and update my twitter each day with how far I have got with it. 
For those of you who follow my twitter feed, if I don't tweet about it, tweet me and tell me to buck my ideas up!!

I am also going to start doing little reviews on each book once I finish them. So keep your eyes peeled for something (hopefully!) within the next few weeks!

Reading once was an incredibly important part of my life, and I want to get that feeling back. It may then inspire me to finally get my ass in gear and finish my own novel that I started 6 years ago and still haven't finished!

But for now, I am going to take it one chapter at a time...



Image taken from Pinterest

Monday, 7 December 2015

A Festive Apology | prettylittlewriter


To all my lovely followers (if you haven't forgotten me) I am so incredibly sorry for being MIA for so long. I have had an incredibly busy month or so since I last posted, and I am here to explain myself.


It is now the festive season, my second favourite time of year! And during these past few weeks I have begun working at Lloyds Bank as a Customer Service Assistant. That is why I have been absent for such a long time, it has been super busy due to it being so close to Christmas, but it has been a wonderful new experience, with lots of learning and meeting fellow colleagues. I really enjoy my new workplace and the company of those I work with. 

However, I am determined to not let my new job get in the way of my love for blogging! Therefore, I am going to try my hardest to upload every week, to begin it may only be twice, maybe three times a week, but for now that is all I can hope for!

I hope you can all forgive me, and I hope you are all enjoying the run up to Christmas so far! I have completely finished my shopping; I'd actually finished before December even started! 

Look forward to hearing from you all, and see you in a couple of days with another post!

Friday, 9 October 2015

A Walk In The Woods | prettylittlewriter

Having moved from Scunthorpe down to the beautiful countryside of Devon, I thought it was about time I did some exploring of this wonderful county.

I decided to go for a stroll through our local woods and take a few photographs of things I found wonderful or interesting.



The walk to the woods is so pretty, seeing all the different colours and looking out over the houses, it truly is lovely.







I really liked the way the trees form a cover here, and when the leaves have turned a lot more for Autumn, I think this will be a beautiful spot.

 A possible man-made shelter? 


I found where the fairies live!


Spotted this little guy up in one of the trees. He was making a really loud and strange noise, I thought he was a bird at first! Once I got home I did a bit of research and the noise was him warning me to back away from his territory. Sorry little man!





This is the prettiest tree I have ever seen. The colours are absolutely stunning; I still find it hard to believe nature can be this colourful and beautiful.

Going for this walk has made me crave more exploration of this gorgeous county. I cannot wait to find somewhere else to admire!

Thursday, 6 August 2015

Instagram Diary | July | prettylittlewriter

The month of July was a pretty busy one for me, mainly visiting my amazing niece and her gorgeous son, attending my graduation and job hunting.

I have had a couple of interviews, nothing has stuck yet, but I am hoping something will come along soon.

I thought I'd share with you all my month through instagram pictures :)
From top to bottom & left to right; Where's Wally hen do with my niece, throwing our hats at graduation, cheeky great nephew after his bath, my boyfriend and I at graduation, my niece and her son, shameless 4th July selfie, creepy wasp, another selfie, my great nephew and I, a friend and I at graduation, my great nephew playing, another hen do photo, my parents and I at graduation, a beehive, my grandparents and I at graduation & finally, my great nephew and I having a cuddle and a selfie.
Hope you enjoyed this little insight to my month, can't wait to see what August brings!


Wednesday, 29 July 2015

Graduation Day | prettylittlewriter

For today's post I thought I'd share something extremely exciting with you that recently happened to me.
I graduated University! I finally received my Bachelors Degree in English Literature.
Receiving my degree has been one of the most amazing and crazy times of my life. Three years ago I had never imagined I'd actually manage to make it through and gain a degree.

Here are some photos taken on the day of my graduation. A day I will never forget!
















I honestly couldn't have asked for better people to celebrate such an amazing day with!


Friday, 17 July 2015

Instagram Diary | May & June | prettylittlewriter

As I haven't been active for the past couple of months, I thought I'd update you all on what I've been up to through my Instagram photos!


1. Selfie with friends on top of Lincoln Cathedral

2. Yummy pudding in a posh hotel whilst visiting my Grandparents

3. Gorgeous wedding pagoda 

4. Stripes & Dungarees selfie

5. My boyfriend and I at his Sister's wedding

6. Taylor Swift Concert in Manchester

7. A beautiful table decoration at the wedding

8. Meal with my friends celebrating our final Uni Exam

9. Cute little nephew (to be) 

10. Another selfie, I think I love stripes

11. Another photo of the boyfriend & I

12. Scarborough Beach & Pier

13. Playtime with my Great-Nephew

14. View from the wedding venue

15. Taylor Swift concert ticket

16. My Mum & I at the Taylor Swift Concert

And amongst all that, I have also moved down South to Devon to live with my boyfriend and his parents! It has been an incredibly busy couple of months, but it has all been worth it!

Have you done anything exciting these past few weeks? I'd love to hear about it :)